I am at a crossroads. On one hand, I want to just walk away since it is so much of a hassle in every way imaginable - but on the other hand, I do like her - but mostly, I'd feel sorry for her if I just left.
I seem to have brought her some hope - she has had a lot of bad experiences and problems the last few years. She sent me a touching message that I mentioned before - I don't know if it is sincere or not, but I do know that life for her is hard.
I feel sorry for her kid, too. So even if she was just using me or tricking me, at least the kid would have a better quality of life. She really loves her kid and does everything for him - she puts him first and herself last.
It's becoming heavy for me - I am too young and too free, the financial and other responsibilities may not be worth it. She'd have to really, really like me and treat me exceptionally well for it to continue this way. She does treat me well - but she could be a bit warmer at times.
At the end of the day, I can walk away and continue my life as it was - but she's forever tied to the responsibilities of her life and kid.
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You are really stupid. A houseplant has more smarts than you.
Honestly, how much cash have you blown so far? I'm guessing $30000 or thereabouts.
Your family should have you lobotomized and committed. You're not safe in the wide world on your own.
Get off the (gravy) train, boy.
Good point, what are your plans to support the woman, kid, and yourself on money you earn? It doesn't sound like your family will bankroll you anymore.
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