Heh

She's working tonight, that is interesting. Her behavior has been different the last 3 days - she's called me more, and seems to be using her phone more. This is after the rose incident mention in my earlier post - so maybe they fought again. Anytime her ex is around, she does not work. I think he does not like that she dances - so her working tonight is a good sign.

It's funny to say that, like I accept that she's cheating on me. I don't - it is purely suspicion. I need time to gather proof, and then I can make a better decision. Right now I still like her enough to not completely end it - but I am definitely going to cool it off.

I know, if I were looking at my situation from the outside, I'd say I was an idiot. Well, maybe I am!